- More from that Guernica Interview with Julia Scheeres
- Everyone Carried the Cross at Escuela Caribe
- Stockholm Syndrome Is for Real
- Caribbean Mountain Academy in Need of Reform
- Lifeline Youth and Family Services Under Scrutiny Stateside
- Escuela Caribe/ Caribbean Mountain Academy/ Crosswinds Updates
- Why NHYM Alumni Are Concerned About Crosswinds
- Petition to End Abuse of Children at Crosswinds
- New Horizons Youth Ministries Expelled from Haiti in 1974
- Abusive Tactics at Escuela Caribe Featured in 1979 Congressional Report
- Romney Linked to Abuse at For-Profit Teen Treatment Facilities
- 1988 Escuela Caribe Promotional Video
- About Unreformed
- For years, I wrote as Deirdre Sayre. There is so much more on this blog.
Tuesday, September 24, 2013
Lost in the Letters, Elf Power, & a User's Guide to Unreformed
Wednesday, May 1, 2013
New Red Flag for Caribbean Mountain Academy- Former Students Employed as Staff
Don't get me wrong, I am not making a character attack on the staff member in question. He's probably a decent guy, a pawn in their game. He probably cares for the kids- I had several friends who went back as staff- some were great, others were NIGHTMARES. However, having been a former student, especially a former student under the old order, when Tim Blossom, Phil Redwine, and Jeff Seabrooke were in charge, parents considering CMA need to understand that his norm for what typifies abuse is skewed.
Also troubling, his answer for what drew him back to the D.R.:
"God solely drew me back to CMA...Even when I came home after a student I did well in the program...but the day I left and went home...I was back into it...The battle I have from there from all the way up to when I came back to Christ all the way up to when I came back to here...it's just been a crazy story. I just felt I had something to offer to students. I had a heart to help. I know how it is when you go home after being in the program..it's one of the toughest times you can endure..I just wanted to help the teenagers here."
For how CMA enacts change in students:
"Culture shock helps...it gets them out of their comfort zone..." (note: culture shock is code for brainwashing).
The answer for how he deals with students anger is revealing because it shows the petty reasons why students are sent to CMA.
I let them verbalize that anger...I let them verbally process what they were doing at home...skipping school or talking back or whatever it may be.
His final thoughts on CMA are taken straight from the Escuela Caribe playbook- lines I once used myself.
If I were never to come down here, I'd be dead right now...it essentially saved my life.
Saturday, March 9, 2013
Stockholm Syndrome Is for Real (for all NHYM Survivors...and anyone who has triumphed over trauma)
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I was fifteen. We were building the Director's house. Our housefather would punish us if we didn't move faster, faster, faster... |
What I need to tell you now is about Stockholm Syndrome and how it impacted me.
I need to tell you because for the past eight years I have been working on my book about the evangelical reform school Escuela Caribe. I have been vocal in speaking out against Escuela Caribe, both here and in an online private group for survivors of New Horizons Youth Ministries. I need to tell you because I wasn't always like this, concrete that what happened to us was wrong. I need for you to know that I had a (short) period where I adopted the party line and thought the program saved me, followed by years of ambivalency, all this before the outright surety I have advocated for the past several years ...
I need to tell you because I keep getting responses to this one post I wrote last summer. And because of that post I need to tell you again- I wasn't always like this- concrete that what happened to us was wrong- because I too had Stockholm Syndrome, that phenomena where survivors of captivity relationships defend those who abused them.
The last time I experienced an extreme version of Stockholm Syndrome was in 2006. It was after Julia Scheeres' Jesus Land had been released (thank you, Julia for confirming I was not alone), when I (accompanied by the ever-amazing esposo) visited the Dominican Republic. I had to see with my own eyes whether Escuela Caribe was abusive.
I was met at the gate (still guarded by locals- this time they had guns) by A. B.S. ( a staff member who has been affiliated since the eighties.) She took me on a tour of the school.
As we talked, she reminded me of all the good memories- Bacardi Beach and whale-watching in Samana, the aquarium and Tropi-Burger in Santo Domingo, eating helados in Santiago’s park- things I had forgotten were amazing- things that looked fun but that I could remember turned ugly, once the camera was off. And for a little while I was overwhelmed with love. I smiled and laughed mechanically all the while thinking "Is speaking out wrong?" and other variations of "Do I dare disturb the universe?"...We smiled and laughed and looked into each other's eyes and I was so overwhelmed with love that I almost caved and agreed that “Yes, you worked miracles.”
Sunday, November 25, 2012
Caribbean Mountain Academy in Need of Reform
Sunday, September 16, 2012
Escuela Caribe and Crosswinds/ Caribbean Mountain Academy Updates
Joyce noted that many of the female survivors of the Roloff programs often "ricochet into addiction" in order to deal with the trauma. Scheeres provided anecdotes from discussion between many NHYM alumni, who acknowledge struggling with failed relationships and/or addiction. A high percentage of us have died early or committed suicide, which, whenever I force myself to remember, always reminds me of that Jim Carroll song, People Who Died.
Walker briefly noted the connections of the Romneys (George and Mitt) to the troubled teen industry. Mitt Romney has received financial backing from numerous Utah troubled teen programs.* His father, George Romney, was a supporter of the Floyd Starr Commonwealth Home. Pastor Gordon Blossom, who founded Escuela Caribe, the school where myself, Scheeres, and hundreds of other alumni were abused, was a Floyd graduate . EC alumni from the seventies have told me stories of how Blossom would tell them that even though they were being beaten and locked up in the Quiet Room, etc., they didn't have it bad---Blossom's hands were permanently deformed from having them beaten by a leather belt at Floyd.
What constitutes abuse is all context I suppose. Which leads me into update two.
Mark Terrell, CEO of Crosswinds/ Caribbean Mountain Academy, the organization that purchased New Horizons Youth Ministries, recently held a webinar where we alumni were allowed to send in questions. Ever awesome alum Tim S. compiled a list.
We appreciate Crosswinds holding a forum to answer our questions. We appreciate that they understand that our mission is to help them help kids. We don't want kids to be damaged the way we were by Escuela Caribe, which is why we are so focused on the CMA campus.
However, we are troubled by their decision to continue to employ former Escuela Caribe staff. At least five of the eight staff employed by Crosswinds are former Escuela Caribe employees. Many were there in 2006 when Kate Logan filmed the original footage for Kidnapped for Christ, when (among other abuses) teenagers were receiving swats and were being sent to the Quiet Room. They were also anti-gay.
I visited the same year (separately)- I met a girl who suffered from an anxiety disorder (before she went to the program), who was "on silence" to everyone but staff, who was given swats frequently. Her parents were paying $6000/month for this "treatment." (They pulled her- but not before they spent their retirement trying to help their daughter).
Many alumni and I find the presence of these former individuals as current staff members unacceptable. We believe that by witnessing abusive behavior over a period of years, their norm for what entails abusive behavior is WAY out of whack...they have mental blinders to what would actually be abuse. Even if these individuals did not commit abuse, through their silence they were complicit in the abuse of numerous children, and therefore are not trustworthy to counsel the teens who are currently there.
Understand, I offer this opinion with utmost respect. Like many of my fellow alumni, I appreciate the strides Crosswinds currently is taking to improve their program.
*Robert Lichfield, Mitt Romney's co-chair for fundraising in Utah, founded the World Wide Association of Specialty Programs, a coalition of twenty plus programs wracked with allegations of extreme physical and sexual abuse---interestingly, Lichfield was employed by Provo Canyon [a WWASP school] around the same time as the 1979 Congressional Hearings into the Abuse and Neglect of Children in Institutions; Escuela Caribe was also cited in the same report.
Friday, August 24, 2012
Why NHYM Alumni Are Concerned about Crosswinds
In 2011, Escuela Caribe and its parent company New Horizons Youth Ministries shut down. The property was donated to Crosswinds, a subsidiary of Lifeline Youth Ministries. At first we celebrated. However, now we alumni are concerned.
Caribbean Mountain Academy, a division of Crosswinds, is predominantly staffed by former New Horizons Youth Ministries/ Escuela Caribe employees. These are employees that were employed by an organization that professed that children must be broken in order to be fixed. They worked during a time when students, teenagers, were given swats and being sent to the Quiet Room (often for days) for minor violations, when students were being "slammed" against the wall for minor infractions, even when the story of waterboarding recounted by "Emily" occurred sometime around 2009. (For further reference, read this student's account of abuse in 2008, when many of these staff were employed).
Another troubling aspect is that this summer Crosswinds uploaded a parents' guidebook (since removed from their website). The students are on a level system similar to the one utilized by Escuela Caribe. It does not say how their placement on levels is determined. (In the past it was via a point sheet).Zero Level, which we all considered an abomination, is no longer mentioned in the guidebook. However, it seems to have been replaced with Level One.
This summer, Jesus Land author Julia Scheeres created a petition to protect students at Caribbean Mountain Academy. A series of requests to protect basic human rights was outlined. Nearly 600 individuals have signed, including Caribbean Mountain Academy/ Crosswinds CEO Mark Terrell.
Terrell added comments. Many are problematic. The two things that worry us most is that he carefully qualified his answers on employing former staff and on uncensored communication between students and families.
In order for students to be protected, they need uncensored communication with their families. They need a hotline to report abuse, and an outside agency that monitors the facility to ensure that abuse is not occurring. For students to be safe, they shouldn't be in the Dominican Republic at all, cut off from their families.
We believe all former staff should be dismissed. Two of the current staff members have written a post for the Crosswinds facebook page defending why they should still be employed. Even if they did not commit abuse, they still were there while it was occurring. In the United States, teachers or counselors who do not report abuse happening to children lose their jobs. Why should the rules be different in a therapeutic program?
Sunday, July 1, 2012
New Horizons Youth Ministries Expelled from Haiti in 1974
Monday, June 25, 2012
Abusive Tactics at Escuela Caribe Featured in 1979 Congressional Report
Children's Advocate Kenneth Wooden delivered the following testimony:
Escuela Caribe is now Caribbean Mountain Academy, operated by Crosswinds Youth Organization, a division of Lifeline. At least seven former staff are employed. Many alumni doubt that their tactics have changed.
Thursday, June 21, 2012
1988 Escuela Caribe Promotional Video
In it, founder Gordon Blossom speaks of "youngsters who come from nice neighborhoods and good families" who are negatively impacted by the dangers of the "secularized culture in America...with its materialistic and humanistic values" and public schools. (According to the American Psychiatric Association, four out of five kids in for-profit teen treatment facilities are white and middle class).
Blossom speaks of how being in the Dominican Republic "psychologically disorients kids" enabling the staff to "plant new perspectives." What he means is that students were brainwashed, a process hastened by separating them from their family, using abuse.
Phil Redwine, who was director when I was there, says "the most important part of my being here is not how I run the school, but how I love the kids."
"If a youngster completes all three phases of our training program, that youngster is going to be tremendously enriched, and so will all of us," Blossom concludes.
*Recently, Escuela Caribe was reported to be closed. However, it has now reopened as Caribbean Mountain Academy. It employs many of the same staff.
Monday, June 11, 2012
Kidnapped for Christ
Since I began writing UnReformed, I've had lots of people ask about Escuela Caribe. Kate knows more about the school than anyone I've met---alumni included. Talking with her was very strange, yet very cool. Cathartic.
Learn more about Kidnapped for Christ here. Donations to help complete the film are appreciated.
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
Ah, Advocacy....
My summer goal-- to complete UnReformed before I go back to work in August. Also, to begin looking for an agent/ publisher. Now’s the time---in September, director Kate Logan plans for Kidnapped forChrist’s rough cut to be complete (In December, I was interviewed). More updates on Kidnapped for Christ and the status of Escuela Caribe will be posted soon.
Thursday, December 22, 2011
Kidnapped for Christ
Over Christmas break I flew to LA, where I met up with filmmaker Kate Logan. She interviewed me for her documentary Kidnapped for Christ, the Escuela Caribe expose she's been working on the past six years.
Kate first encountered EC in 2004. She spent a day on the campus, and left with the impression that the school was rehabilitating hardened juvenile delinquents, teaching them about Jesus.
In 2006, Kate and Peter, her cameraman, returned. Initially she planned to make a feel-good piece about the school. But once she arrived at Escuela Caribe, she couldn’t deny that the kids at EC were being abused in bizarre ways. She kept her suspicions to herself and shot footage for six weeks, interviewing students. She even smuggled a letter out.
When I flew to LA, Kate quizzed me about the time I spent at Escuela Caribe in the early nineties. It’s been fascinating for us both to discover how little the school’s core philosophy, that their charges need to be “broken” through punishment, changed. It’s heartbreaking to realize how many lives have been damaged during the school's four decades.
Hopefully Kidnapped for Christ will help people realize what type of abuse happens in teen treatment facilities, even ones purported to be Christian. Ideally it would spur the government to regulate such facilities, and prompt parents to think twice before sending their kids away.